The End is Just the Beginning

A lot of stuff has been going on lately. 

Friday night was the football game.  Hung out with Laura, Katrina, and Meg.  It was fun.  Then afterwards Laura, Katrina, and I went to Dani's house.  That was loads of fun.  Dressing up, whipped cream fights, and sticking candy up Laura's nose.  Good times, good times.

Saturday I left Dani's at 10 because I went to Ms. Demers wedding.  It was so much fun.  It was freezing during the ceremony though.  Ms. Demers looked so pretty.  The reception was fun too.  I actually dance o.o  The theme was trees and we each got a Blue Colorado Spruce sapling. 

Today I went to Longwood Gardens with my mom and Hannah.  It was so beautiful out with the leaves changing and everything.

*****

Lullaby

Woke up yesterday
With you on my mind
So afraid of running out of time
So come around again and I'll show you what I mean
And you can tell me
Exactly what you need
And we can talk all night
And I will sing you lullabies
Not in every arrow is pointed straight at your heart
Sorry for the time I said too much
I was so afraid that you would fall out of touch
And we can talk all night
And i will sing you lullabies
Not every arrow is pointed straight at your heart
So come around again
And we can talk all night
So come around again, so come around again
And we can talk all night
I will sing you
Lullabies

This week was good.  Thursday I went the Renaissance Faire.  It was fun.  Some random guy that worked there came up to me and was like, "Why yes, it is true!  I am Sir Francis Drake, and you need to have a good day!"  It was weird.  I got a cool scarf thing. 

Friday we had a hockey game against Bishop Shanahan.  We won. 

Yesterday I took the PSATs.  I thought they were pretty easy.  There were some that I had no idea of how to answer them though.  I think I did well.  After that I went to the Perryville Outlets.  All I got was a jacket at L.L. Bean though.  Then later I went to Laura's for her party.  It was so funny, 10 minutes there and the hammock breaks.  Katrina and I fell right on our asses and Laura and Meg couldn't stop laughing.  How nice of them.  Adam did some karaoke which was hilarious.  Then we watched movies and stuff.

This morning I left Laura's and got home and Clare called and we went to see Elizabethtown.  I really liked it.  It really made me think.

Tomorrow home game against Garnet Valley, everyone come watch.

*****

It's For The Best

It takes more time than I've ever had,
Drains the life from me,
Makes me want to forget,
As young as I was,
I felt older back then,
More disciplined,
Stronger and certain,
But I was scared to death of eternity,
I was saved by grace,
But destroyed by naivety,
And I lied to myself,
And said it was for the best,

And now faith is replaced with a logic so cold
I've disregarded what I was,
Now that I'm older,
And I know much more than I did back then,
But the more I learn,
The more I can't understand,
And I've become content with this life that I lead,
Where I drink to much and don't believe in much of anything,
And I lie to myself,
And say it's for the best,

We're moving forward,
But holding ourselves back,
And we're waiting on something that will never come.

Currently Listening Move Along By The All-American Rejects Straitjacket Feeling see related

School's boring.  Hockey's going pretty well, only two more weeks though.  I'm kinda bummed.

I was supposed to go to the PSU vs. OSU game today but my mom didn't want to go in the rain.  I don't blame her.  I think we're going to go up after my homecoming game on the 22nd if that's not a football weekend.  Instead we went shopping today.  Got some Cds: Straylight Run, The All-American Rejects, and Regina Spektor.  We got some more stuff for the bathroom.  It's almost finished.  I can use the toilet and the shower.  Except there's no door >.<

Almost finished my book for the report which is due Tuesday.  I should get started on that.

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New song.  Regina Spektor - Ode to Divorce.

*****

Your Name Here (Sunrise Highway)

Your name
here, believe me,
it’s not what you think
Wish what
you want, It’s all the
same to me
Well not really,
but anyway
It’s just it’s nothing so simple,
nothin' so silly,
nothin' so mundane

Go east on Sunrise Highway
Turn left at Carmen’s Avenue
Go right at the first stoplight
I’ll be outside waiting for you
I'll be waiting for you

Your name in lights
It was only
a matter of time
Your name in parentheses
‘Cause after this mess
I guess you'd bet
that I’d collapse before you do
Well maybe that’s true,
or maybe it’s not at all

Go east on Sunrise Highway
Turn left at Carmen’s Avenue
Go right at the first stoplight
I’ll be outside waiting for you
I'll be waiting for you

Go east on Sunrise Highway
Turn left at Carmen’s Avenue
Go right at the first stoplight
and I’ll be outside waiting for you

Life is boring.

We've been winning games and such.  School and hockey leave me no time for myself.  Game tomorrow against Unionville.

New song.  It's hilarious.  Adam & Andrew - Emo Kid.

*****

DOA

Oh you know I did it
It's over and I feel fine
Nothing you could say is gonna change my mind
Waiting and I wait at the longest night
Nothing like the taste to sweet decline

I was down, I fell, I fell so fast
Dropping like the grains in an hourglass
Never say forever cause nothing last
Dancing with the bones of my buried past

Nevermind there's nothing I can do
Bet your life there's something killing you

It's a shame we have to die my dear
No ones getting out of here, alive
This time

What a way to go, they have no fear
No ones getting out of here, alive
This time

Finished, I'm getting you off my chest
Made you come clean in a dirty dress
A promise is a promise you kept in check
Heart across a heart that beats it's best

Take a good hard look for the very last time
The very last one in a very long line
Only took a second to say goodbye
Then the pleasure 'bout the pleasure's
been mine, all mine

Ain't no way, DOA
Ain't no way, DOA

It's a shame we have to disappear
No ones getting out of here, alive
This time